Sayang,
It is funny how for someone who can be so articulate with her thoughts and feelings, I feel so lost. I cannot begin to find the words, and so, I stumble and trip over myself.
Still, I will attempt...
I have never known a love like the one you show and give me - a genuine warmth willing to bear all without judgment. The time I spend with you, I feel like I never have - complete, full and true. It makes those moments in time away from you hard to bear - knowing that I have you in my life, though, gives me faith. For so long, I have known that I just needed to feel accepted, and now that I have found that with you - it makes me incredibly happy. You make me happy. I want nothing more than to have you to hold, because right now, it will make it all complete.
As you sit with me, you see a person - once broken almost done putting herself together, and still finding pieces. There are a parts of me I have never shown so truely of myself that sometimes it even scares me to see it. I can only ask for you to continue to show me the limitless patience you have already provided as I learn to share with you these pieces. And, it is getting easier - as I see myself through your eyes - I know there is nothing to fear.
"I'm yours." I don't plan on going anywhere. I want you here "in front of" me always.
And if my words fail me, I hope to show you in action that I am here - wanting to love you and be loved by you.
K.
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